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I am a GirlI let out a cry,
As you shove me into a wall,
Of the darkened hall,
I slid down to a sitting position,
As you worsen my condition,
My eyes blurred by tears,
But you can't seem to hear.

I am a girl,
You should treat me fair,
Instead of yelling and hitting,
And pulling out my hair.

Leaving me crying,
In the dark,
You start to breaking and throwing,
Things that are sharp,
Glass start to fly,
I hope it gets into your eye,
But instead it hits me in the thigh.

I am a girl,
You should treat me fair,
Instead of yelling and hitting,
And pulling out my hair.

Police arrives at the door,
And they pin you to the floor,
They take me to a home,
Where I'
BottlesOpening closed doors
and ripping out the souls that lay behind
is not how you help people

When we were young
you told me
"You can't bottle things up, you have to let it out."

But I didn't listen
I filled bottle after bottle
all shapes and sizes

Every emotion
every memory
filed and packed away
for a day that I hoped
would never come

They were in there for a reason,

And you decided
that you had the right
to break them all open
to see the things that lay dormant inside

Not carefully,
one by one
you came in and shattered them
all at once

Broken glass
lay at your feet while we both stare at each other
panting, waiting for
Before she says goodbyeBefore she says goodbye
Slam the door in my face
And a dozen roses laying on the floor

Before she says goodbye
I told her I loved her
But it was too late, she already hung up

Before she says goodbye
Give her a kiss
To make up the times that you made her cried

Before she says goodbye
She said we were made for each other
But she let go and fell into pieces

Before she says goodbye
I wanted a second chance
To hold you in my arms once again

Before she says goodbye
She asked you
"Why you even try anymore? It is unless, you can't get back what you already loss."

Before she says goodbye
Be at her place in ten minutes to m
If tomorrow I don't Wake upI wonder what would happen
If I was never to wake up
Would people even care
I wonder if a commotion would erupt

Would anyone even notice
That I wasn't alive
Would my mother even mourn me
Or could she guess that I wouldn't survive

Well I'm still not dead
But I can barely call this living
I feel like a corpse
That hasn't given up on breathing

But I wonder what would happen
If I was actually to die
Would anyone be bothered
Or care enough to cry

Maybe everyone's just used to
Me living like a corpse
So no one would be bothered
Or life change the slightest off of course

But if I would never wake up
There's no way to know what
Four-and-Twenty CultistsSing along everyone - this one's rather jolly! (the rhyming scheme at least).

******

I saw angels dance with devils
under winter's crystal sky.
Old men passed between them,
crying "Dead men never die!"

Then the oceans fell before us,
as the dead began to sing.
Heavens parted wider;
winds prickled at our skin.

Now Satan awakes slowly,
like shadows on the sands.
Together we beg forgiveness,
as he lacerates our hands.

The landscape lies broken,
as stones roll through the hills.
Stars are growing brighter,
fed by blood of untold kills.

Death bends his toxic breath,
exuding nameless streams.
fabricating nightmares
and crimso
The girl who loves
Here,take it!
Play with it.
Squeeze it,
Then throw it.

It's yours,darling.
I don't need it,not without you.
I am cold,dead when you're away.
You might as well break the son of a bitch into two.

I told you,stay away from me.
I am pure sin,I bathe in others pain.
But look what happens when a sin meets the Devil,
Dancing in the dark,kissing in the rain.

I never knew there could be someone,
Someone as sinful as me.
My darkness,your touch has enchanted my soul.
And now,you're calling me your queen.

But what are we,my love?
Just a couple of mortals gone to the bad?
In the end,we are all humans
Without many words left to be sa
SurvivalSurvival.

Give a man a fish he will eat for a day.
Teach a man to fish he will eat for a life time.

Give a man a gun he will rob a bank.
Give a man a bank he will rob the world.

We adapt and adjust.
Constantly dithering on the cusp
Of what is considered wrong and right,
Ensuring that our ambitions remain in sight.

We would be willing to do anything
In order to get what we truly desire.
We would be willing to risk everything
Even putting our friends in the line of fire.

We may share the bounty with others,
Allowing them to experience the fruitful taste.
Given the option we will even care for our brothers.
Just as long as w
Why am I with you?"Why am I with you?"
A question you seem to ask a lot
Many answers can fall under

Was it your face?
The way you laugh?
How you look for the best of me?

Is it your personally?
The way that we are different in many ways but we still work it out
But yet on a deeper level are the same

Is it that I still love you?
Even when my heart is fill with anger or when I was just cranky
I still try to see though and think back to the girl that was so innocent

Beginnings were rough for us
You know that, I know that
It is good to have reminder once in a while that we still care to one another

But now I walk alone on this road of broken dreams
Where
Strong...?Damaged. Broken, She knows something is wrong with her.
Her past had damaged her. Her future looks the same.
Sometimes, she wishes things were back the way they were.

She lost her love. A friend. A nothing to her now.
No one understands her. Her story is a wild tale.
She fears the questions of why, what, and how?

This future has no light for her. She is lost and so confused.
You left her. Her dad may leave her. Her family could be splitting.
Why did you do this? She is left torn apart and abused.

The tears that try to not appear cannot be shed.
She must be strong. She's gotta be strong.
For her friends that are left and help her m
The Best Thing About YouNot all things are what
they seem.
The best things are all
just a dream.

Because the best thing
about you
is your wandering mind.

You tie the shoelaces of
your heart.
You go for a run
into the dark.

Because the best thing
about you
is the light of your smile.

You collect all the pieces
in the rain.
You suffer in silence
through the pain.

Because the best thing
about you
is your strength.

Some people just want
to see
That you are not just
a machine.

Because the best thing
about you
is that you're free.

You know the truth
hidden in red.
You know things that most
can't comprehend.

Because the best thing
about you
is you.
Lucifer's fall
Look at yourself!!Look!
You're the brightest star of them all.
See,darling,you're the most beautiful one,
But still,you chose to fall.

Your wings shattered,
And your soul went black,
Did you ever regret it,my dear?
You keep it silent,there's no way back.

You left heaven behind you,
Do you miss it? I know I do,
I miss the innocence and the glitter,
The sweetness of the clouds and the truth.

I miss my wings,
Yes,honey,I lost them too.
See,when you fell,
I jumped. I fell with you.

I just wish you'd take me in your embrace,
Hold me tight and never let me go
Your sinful lips on mine,
Send me the wind and I'll know.

I can feel
stop me if you've heard this one beforei.
there is a man on the corner of my street
who gave me a bottle of bleach
and told me if i drank it, i'd finally feel clean.

but i gave it back to him, and went home to take a shower.

because i am almost happy,
and i do not want to mess that up by
chugging bleach or fingering knives or thinking too much
about that man who turned my insides cold
from inside of his car.

because this has to be happy.
this has to be what happy feels like.
it feels like god gave me a vodka bottle
filled with nature and people and oceans and deserts and seas,
cause see, it feels like i'm drunk on life.

ii.
i have this nervous habit of scratching
Veterans are in my Heart and SoulVeterans – they are in my heart and soul
Whether they listen to rap or rock and roll
Veterans, they are all the same at heart
Even my mama and daddy played their part

Strong at heart, bold in nature, but still kind
Fighting until their last words are signed
Losing their limbs, their friends, their life
All to bring an end to this horrible strife

These Veterans I do so love for what they do
For freedom, there is nothing they won't go through
They will fight until they are finally called home
Be that home with their family or the twilight zone

And so I get rather riled up when they aren't respected
Do you know how much we'd be affe
Dying to be BeautifulDying to be beautiful
How far does it go
How deep can it get
How dark can it pull

When nothing holds you together
But layers of makeup on sunken cheeks
And your bones so frail they
Shatter from sobbing
Your heart so weak
You cannot risk loving

Your world so painful,
Through gray misty eyes
From the outline of ribs
To the protruding bone spines
I clearly see, you’re dying
Yes, dying to be beautiful

I wish somebody would tell you
The secret of beauty
It comes from the heart
The inside out
Not the outside in

But still how far will you go
How deep will you get
How dark will you go
Until you realize
You’re dying
Just to be
Nothing to LoseThere's nothing to lose
When no one knows what you going through
There's nothing to gain
But the days don't seem to change

Deep in my heart
Its an endless spiral of pain
Don't you know what I am fighting for?
When it's not worth to go through all this pain

When you feel you are don't know where to go
When walking on the path on broken glass
Feel like that something from your life is drifting away
Is it worth to try pull it back?

It's just a slap to my face by reality
Slammed the door behind me
A dozen reasons ran through my mind
Standing there, crying

Wondering if it could have gone better?
All I need is a second chance
There i
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Maybe you are my inner demon
I have my inner demons.
And they are tearing me apart.
Through my rib cage,
They are eating away my heart.

I have you,holding me tight.
You can feel the pulse of my soul
I am afraid,save me.
Make those evil creatures go.

I have monsters under my bed.
They whisper only bullshit in my ear.
Their voices are so quiet for others,
But so loud for me to hear.

I feel like losing my balance,
I will fall soon,
I wonder,did Lucifer
Have his inner demons,too.

I trust them,
And they say you'll leave.
I'm falling,
It's like they want to kill.

But you caught my body,
You're the one with my soul's key.
With the color of my artery's blood
on your body,yo
I'd carve your kisses
I'd carve your kisses between the stars
And wear them around my waist.
I'd paint the sky in pink
To show them who can fill my heart's space.

I'd engrave your love
On a gilded butterfly's wing
And wrap it around my wrists
So they'll know who's my heart's king.

I'd capture my eyes' shine
So it will speak the truth.
And all it has to say would be:
Honey,I love you.
Because I am addicted to you
My heart still beats like yours
I still remember that day
The pavements were wet
But there was no October rain.

You kept my soul between your paper-cuts  
And took my kisses born in June
My soul is safe between your flesh
All of 27 grams belong to you.

And I pulled your shirt to my body
I found your lips on mine
Your fingers were in my hair
Your eyes whispered: "Forever thine".

The sheets were crumpling under us
I felt the weight of your body on me
You know my touches were begging:
"Honey,don't ever leave!"

You love me.
And make me smile.Everyday.
I didn't a thing.
You're here now,you chose to stay.

They tell me :
"This is not the w
If you come closer
Don't come closer,I'll fall in love.
Stay away,I kill.
This dagger in my hand shines so bright.
It awakes a special thrill.

But you came closer,I fell for you too fast.
You're so close to me it hurts
I trusted you too much,
But words...They are just words.

I want you to know my dreams,
Hold them between your ribs.
You own my every paper-cut,
my wishes and my sins.

I like to bury my head in your neck
And feel your arms around me
I like your fingers in my hair
In these cold Decembers,you're my heat.

I warned you-Stay away
But I wanted you close.
You pulled me to yourself
You're my thorns and I am your rose.

You're my naked t
How much?
-How much do you love me?-She asked him with a smile.

-This much-He spread his arms as far as he could.

-Well, that's not a lot at all- She said putting her head down.

-You did not ask a scale-He smiled-So that could be quite a lot-
Wait for me
You pulled my body to yours
Your lips taste like June
And your skin like summer rain
Wait for me,and I'll come-soon.

I want to know your dreams.
The ones on the inside of your eyelids
Those wrapped into the smell of my lashes
And the purple dust I'll always need.

I live for the touch of your fingers.
Then,our bodies start to burn.
I need you close,so close.
Wait for me,and I'll return.

Don't let the snow take our love.
Without your love,there is no me.
Cause I have no ordinary lucks.
And I have no ordinary sins.

You should know I'll always be there.
We left marks on each other's skin.
For us,there is no end.
I'll stand b

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Bulimia

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I put my head up,looked at the mirror.
"Look at you",I said.
"Your eyes are red of crying,
Your face blushed of pain,
You have a scar on your hand,
Thanks to your teeth".
I really tried to be perfect,mama,
I really am trying.
Why do I keep hurting the ones I love?
And my heart is beating fast.
I think I am gonna fall.
Catch me,darling,don't disappoint me.
I need the smell of your skin on me now.
I love you.
My thoughts are lost in the paths of their perfection.
I am a stranger there.
And I was still looking at the mirror.
Talking to myself.
Staring at my own bulimic reflection.
"Look at you!You are beautiful even when you cry!".
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~Van-Dunkelschreiber Dec 18, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Bulimia is like a depresion,it can be over come, but it takes strong will and help from others to do so
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~dirtydancerforlife Jan 18, 2013  Student Writer
Yes,pretty much,but not many people are so strong...
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~Van-Dunkelschreiber Jan 19, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
thats were the help from other come really into play
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~NeverForeverMaybe Nov 18, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
real
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Mood: Unhappy ~MisaDraven Nov 15, 2012  Hobbyist
Without words, fucking disease..
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~dirtydancerforlife Nov 15, 2012  Student Writer
I know,and there is no real cure for it...
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~MisaDraven Nov 15, 2012  Hobbyist
No, the years pass and pass and nothing changes but we fight a lot, always comes back ..
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~dirtydancerforlife Nov 15, 2012  Student Writer
I know,it's so fucked up...
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~waiting-for-wings Nov 9, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
there's a lot of emotion in this piece, i like it. it show the conflicted emotions of the character and the loneliness and desperation to be perfect that results in this such as bulimia. well written :)
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~dirtydancerforlife Nov 9, 2012  Student Writer
Thank you very much :D
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